I dreamed a dream

Most mornings when I wake up, alone, in my apartment...  it takes me a few moments to realize where I am and what has happened.  That this is really happening.  My husband didn't love me.  I did move out.  We are getting divorced.

And still I dream he'll come to me

That we'll live the years together

But there are dreams that cannot be

And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be

So different from this hell I'm living

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

No wonder I just seem to want to stay in bed and sleep all the time...  Dreams are better than reality for now.